Well, I can’t find
The words to say
To say how I feel
I can’t pretend
To be someone
Someone, who’s not real

To show I care
But I don’t dare
Reveal I’m not strong
Been hurt before
And I’m not sure
So sure I’m not wrong

You know me well
And you can tell
It shows in my eyes
I look away
To hide my shame
I can’t dramatize

All those things
You need to feel
It’s just not my way
So see me now
For what is real
Not things I can’t say

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Deep down inside
I’m all torn apart
Guilt cuts like a blade
But I can’t play the part?
Of the romantic fool
You want me to be
It’s just not my way
No, it’s just not me

Deep down inside
I’ve fallen apart
I’ve torn at my sole
Ripped open my heart
Can’t show the love
It’s not easy for me
Relentless torment
That won’t let me be