How could I have been so blind?
To think that I could change anything
Your emotions left me far behind
I stood by you despite everything

In your world I’m just an anchor
Someone you can blame for everything
Shut me up, I face your anger
Why can’t you explain anything?

And I can’t find the words to say
If you can’t change, I’m on my way
I don’t know why I can’t decide
Will this feeling ever change inside
And if I can’t find the reasons to stay
I know in time you’ll see my way
Over and over…I can’t decide
Will this feeling ever change inside

How can I live this fantasy?
Another life that means everything
Stuck here in this cold reality
I’m in the shadow, I don’t mean anything

You hate me but you want to love me
I can’t pretend to be your everything
Your problems are so far beyond me
I’m helpless, I can’t do anything.